"Mistakes are not a problem, not learning from them is"

10A) This blog was suppose to be dedicated to reflecting back onto my midterm video, but unfortunately I can’t write about so because I didn’t do my midterm. This is no one else’s fault but my own, and I know and understand that. I did it to myself and I completely psyched myself out of my capabilities. A lot of the things required for this midterm project put me outside my comfort zone and required me to do things I was unfamiliar with.  I was nervous about asking people for interviews and about being on the camera myself or just talking through out the video. Also, I don’t have any kind of video maker on my laptop and I felt weird to ask someone else. It was a stupid mistake for me not to do my midterm, but I take responsibility for my actions. I know from now on I really have no room to fail anything else because then I won’t be able to pass. This worries me because nothing scares me more than failure and I know I am better than this and that I am capable of so much more. My tragic flaw is that I always psych myself out of things. I did this to myself. I focused on what I couldn’t do and what could of gone wrong instead of being positive and doing the best that I can. For this semester, I really want to pull myself back together and step back up. This is not who I am and I know I have more to prove. I want to end the semester just how I started it; strong and confident.